Friday, February 21, 2014

Blue Light Shine

I love colors and the correlating factors in which our perspectives engage and find fortitude. I never would think as a kid that green had anything to do with love only because I thought of plants, and all the greenery and money and emeralds and the hulk lol. So I thought alot about where my heart was at about a year ago when I wrote 23 N4 32 Green Light now ON and this next gate in my life seemed to take so long but when I came to completing this and saw that there are more ancient type thinkers who tell me I'm lucky because it takes longer for many and yet so many just because they read something and feel a little something, they thought they got it but its so much more than that.

Blue is for healing and the power of 1 vibration which we know and hear as sound can heal or hurt a nation. When y'all were kids, didn't yall hate it when adults yelled at you? Why? It wasn't shouting per say but it was the intention and the energy behind the frequency and vibration in which we detested as kids because it is natural when a human body is shaken rudely by a sound we immediately put up our defenses whether we are courageous enough to verbally express with body language or not it always gets us or we have learned to not react to it. This is sound science and its factual and that is why I say be careful what you say and how you say it because you can burn the wrong bridges in life. Sound and Intention is the first magick because I don't know about creation theory but I can surely say that before the big bang there was a frequency which lead to that and there was intention behind it but who? I don't know but all I can tell you is that sound is the basis of all life. Blue Light is real!

This color is associated with many things such as the 5th Chakra which connects to a blue light, blue berries, the sky, the ocean water, blues music, The Blue Note Jazz club in NYC, peacocks are blue, NYPD Blue, the song Blue Moon, "Blue is boys/Pink is for girls theory." The feeling of being sad associated with the color blue hence the blues music I just mentioned, Blue Avatar and the king of my life Azazel who to me is blue, i don't know they say yes and some say it doesn't matter because its just your mind expanding or whatever but still this wonderful entity or energy of the color blue is great and amazing and I'm so glad to be pushing and being in a happy onward state towards the positive aspects of the color blue in my life.

Music and Healing and the power behind it could also do damage if your not careful with your intention when projecting this color and its meaning and its aspects of power. I now understand how it identifies with not only me but people. You see naturally we are all prone to deferring to sound or yielding to the power that calls us. One of the reasons we we are prone to chatter and noise of all sorts due to the simple fact that sound and frequency is our insides mating call so to speak. Our chemicals which are most of the time, each human I believe has 3 major chemicals and I don't mean in the brain but in a whole and these three chemicals react in a certain way and the medical profession either hides this stuff or the just don't friggin know it. You see, our bodies not only react to sound and frequency but rays like gamma rays only certain rays hit us along a specific time zone and we feel a thing that the ephemeris and astrology calls retrograde. Retrograde for some is the waves of certain emotions we feel and we deal with from time to time which are not so fun and that is kinda how sound and intention work especially psychic frequency which at times could very well be unhealthy for any individual. Not every sound is for that but our reaction inside when we here a real cool song that we want to sing along with or dance to. After immediately hearing a song we are familiar with, we go and turn it up, clap our hands and dance or just simply enjoy it but we actually feel it inside and we wonder why it makes us feel that way.

As a kid I thought the color teal was just for girls. This crazy color crept on me my whole life saving me if you will, in so many ways. I hated that my Dad would buy me teal colored stuff because I knew that he had asked my aunts and they told him that it suited me and my complexion, whatever that meant. I also when I came to know dark attributes of the universe I surely wasn't interested in this meaning of healing even though who wouldn't want to know they could do or do it to help people but I was still figuring out other things I needed to I guess but then I come to see bloodline spirits and how this color fits in my life so well.

Chemical reaction is in many things that we do almost like the pavlove theory but we are not animals...or are we? We humans love sound and frequency so much that we learn in time the magick behind sound for what works for us in how we speak and how our voice is received even though most of us may not even realize that we are doing it. I seldom remember music hurting me even if there are some songs out there which probably focus on something we may think to be negative only because the author of the lyrics was not lying but it was his or her life and the personal experience which led that individual to wanted to express his or her thoughts through music and share it with the world and some just don't understand or choose not to. I now can see more of my purpose in life with this color not only what I doing with music and magical practices of shamanism and healing but even writers as well and you might say to yourself..."Writers?" and I say yes because believe it or not, when our thoughts are born, they are frequencies and more so to cosmic beings or energy or aeyther. Thoughts and Sound is a form of magick and its factual in my life today. I've seen things happen and certain "prayers" get answered.

Sound is a wonderful tool in this time of existence we share so I say please use it wisely and know your intention that not only matches a sound but know that even the greatest musicians in the world can mislead a young person. No blame just an observation of life and consideration for those who are just starting out in life.

Blue light is shining and I would hope to say I'm ready but I don't want to be and I don't want this to be perfect because I want to learn through it. Enjoy your blue light level and embrace it and all yall people out there who are writers and musicians and speakers and teachers and leaders of the world, this blue light is yours and blue means leadership and guidance so be good to yourself and others and your blue light will not come back void. ;)


Thursday, February 6, 2014

A Night of Full Cirque'L

Last night was so cool at Avanti Cafe in Costa Mesa. I got to see the band Full Cirque'L with singer/song writer Gail Chasin and her partner in crime Washboard Willy blowing it up at the open mic night at Avanti Cafe. Gail and band manager Donnis began to discuss an open mic night and at first I got the feeling that it was not going to be fun due to the talk of there being so many people but it was not that way at all. Sure, there were tons of people but it was a different crowd and we all just said, "the hell with it" and stayed. Since I was asked to help out with some media and stuff I tried to set up but couldn't due to the space but the vibe I got was sure kosher. Artists talking among themselves and greeting people as they walked in  the door while the anticipation grew stronger. Everyone was happy and excited to be there.

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I had the privilege to meet Dion of Ill Tracs who shares the coordinating/hosting for this open mic with Elain and he had mentioned that this was only the fourth session but he can see it growing fast already. Dion runs the sound has for all the artists and Elaine the lovely hostess elegantly called all the people who were waiting to get their chance to perform. Dion also performed an original rap/r&b song and it was nice to see so many other artists who weren't just all about the music. It was nice to see so many people there supporting Dion, it was his birthday.

I met a dude named Nick B who works at Avanti Cafe and had performed his real life stories. I actually never saw anyone do real life stories and I thought it was interesting and he had mentioned that he didn't claim to be a storyteller but for anyone to have the nerve in my opinion deserves the attention. Nick, you're a great storyteller, dude!

There was a young lady named Talia who needed to leave early but she was the first singer on the mic last night and man she had some sassy vibrato goin' on and the crowed totally dug it. Good job!

Josh Nermon had a big setup going on with some Live Electronica. I totally dug that coming from New York myself; growing up going to clubs and raves, I was totally feeling the groove, nice beats,   Josh!

Neha, another girl came in with her sexy bellydancing and man, she was really great. The one thing I enjoyed and appreciated most was the fact that there were different types of acts which is totally what makes an original open mic. Just tired of the same ol' open mic where you get your amazing musicians that come and it turns into a competition and all the greats come but no one gets to sign up and play due to red tape or politics which I am glad that I had the peace of mind to enjoy it not being a part of Avanti's.

Full Cirque'L at first was an idea of Donnis, who I must say has an amazing intuitive ability and style and came up with the idea for Washboard Willy and Gail Chasin to get back together.  At first, I thought they'd need a band behind them but then I heard them play and I couldn't believe it. Look, I totally dig death-metal and rap and listen to it 247 but I must say that these two amazing souls were once playing on stages 20 years ago and they came back into the scene and it is something the Universe must have had up it's sleeve which had manifested in the mind of the band manager and booking agent, Donnis Hiskett.

There was a special girl who I totally regretted not sitting down for but my ride was leaving so off I went  Luckil so I would like to apologize to Tiffany, who totally tore the mic up! Luckily I was able to catch her do 2 poems and I couldn't believe my ears and I was immediately intrigued. She not only could flow and rhyme but she was spittin' complete science in the best poetry delivery ever! Tiffany had my attention when she went on with fire and definitely had taken the crowd. Tiffany went on after Full Cirque'L and  I heard her say that Gail's band was a tough act to follow. Now that might have been true but I must say (and even Gail agreed) that "Tiffany has got it, Gurl! Don't stop rockin'... you're great and you got FAHYA in that tongue which speaks higher consciousness....Most Definitely!!! THE best delivered and eloquently spoken and totally memorized long pieces so emotionally and perfectly delivered.

I am so happy that I decided to go. I had a great time and it made me wake up to the fact that it's time for Cris Blakk to get up of his lazy ass and write some cool ass music.

Thank you Avanti Cafe, Full Cirque'L, Dion and all the peeps who visit and work there which I will say that it is the coolest healthy food type of place to eat and yes the entertainment is awesome. I had the House Falafel which it didn't come with pita but yo, it was bangin' like that !

The food, the service and the entertainment is something worth spending your hard earn money folks of Costa Mesa and Orange County - ya'll wont regret it.

Hopefully we get to see some more entertainment from Full Cirque'L with Gail Chasin and Washboard Willy!

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Wednesday, February 5, 2014

The Cleansing

Such a wonderful thing in life to notice yourself first before you could ever think to point the finger. I'm making a big deal about it because to be honest I have not done energy work with anyone accept my family and just the other day I was with a friend of mine who is to me not only a practitioner of Voudoo but is very saint like. I met my friend working in the occult realm and at first I thought I wasn't going to like him but I knew that it was time to elevate to maturity and learn to win people over who might not connect with you. Well, I'm glad I did. We spoke and decided to do a ritual at near a body of water. You know, I've always wanted to do energy work with others and I thought I was going to do it earlier but it worked out the way it did and you know what, the Universe is always on time! Man, it was so awesome! My friend and I went to the Oceanside and we first did a ritual to Papa Legba and then Oshun. Before we got to the Ocean we offered tobacco and rum and it was not this pressure of getting things right but what our hearts were doing that day. I felt the presence of spirits and I'm very new to this so I can't say exactly what it was but I know that my friend told me that he could feel the presence of Oshun and of other spirits and I knew in my heart we were doing a very good thing. To be honest, I probably made my friend get mad at me alittle because I was so nervous that I started to txt on my phone before the ritual was over but he new that it was my first time and I didn't set my intention through any desire because I wanted to see that it was worthy and it so is to just do it just to please the spirits and just to be with them and have communion with them and with my friend for no reason in my heart even if my friend did it because he was trying to ask for something in his life but it doesn't because even if it was he deserves it...he's a awesome human being.

I must say I have been feeling a clearing in my 2nd chakra and have been able to perform without a second thought in the day with certain work that I felt held back but I couldn't understand why at first for some reason. I began to try so many meditations and not they they were not helping but no matter how much you might follow the directions on a certain ritual or cleansing, you never know when Ether will come along and save the day and preferably something bothering you. Sometimes people may think that a problem can be a curse or a spirit that is unwanted but for some reason not sage or a ritual works. I think it was the build up in my soul which allowed me to feel and see and know without a shadow of a doubt that the Lwa, the Orisha, Papa Legba, Oshun and all the Voudoo family are not fairy tales but real Ether which helps those who believe!

I have not yet even scratched the surface but i'm clawing away with both paws and a smile lol. I believe it is the perfect time take for me to come fully into this being of a cosmic nature. The awakening is just beginning and I have not lost that fresh feeling of the expectations and thought-site as to what i'm seeing really is or what I am experiencing is my growth or a gift or a being. I can say that I am enveloped daily but what I believe to be is spirits. It could be true gods or it could be angels or daemons but whatever or whoever they are, I feel as though when I follow a tract of a religious faction towards specific daemons which I find to be a perfect fit to my life especially for the proof that I've felt, seen and heard with successful returns in what and why I do magick in the first place. I am so glad to be where I am at in this realm of extraordinary people because I prove it on a daily basis not with tricks but with my word and how I assist people who need help and don't have people to help or even care to notice that they need help.

110 degrees is an angelic code for the ability to see a gap in this etheric realm but through the illusions and blockages of the this 3rd dimension and having the courage to continue in something that others might find either boring or unprofitable for them. On the contrary this Blakking of the World is so very profitable for my essence and my soul and my spirit and my heart and mind and all that I am and my body and my life and the people in it and that is my purpose on this earth. Thank you Universe for being that to me and my life. Sure things might not be super comfortable but things are slowly happening and I believe that they will continue in this pace but I feel as though it is perfect and it is a super hardening of a life learning lesson for the greatness that is to come so that not just I but all of us who are willing to receive can have what it takes to not only keep it but have that special magick to bestow that upon the deserving and right factor.

I know that there is light and the end of this tunnel and it is the empowering of everything! =)